This Distance is Terrible by yadontknowthisho, literature
Literature
This Distance is Terrible
This distance is to far apart
How can you trust me
I don't even trust myself
I want to be true to you
I want to be loyal
But you're too far away
I wish you were in my arms
I'd hold you tight
I'd keep you warm
We'd embrace for hours at times
I'd hold you close to my chest
And whisper "I'll never leave you"
These feelings explode in a moment
A moment of passion and lust
Why must you torture me so
Only an hour, but an hour too much
If only you were here with me now
You've reached a dead end. Well - sort of as I got lazy posting stuff around here. As you can tell from my last uploaded works ;-) Apart from that many personal things have changed and developed. After having finished my apprenticeship at HOCHTIEF http://www.hochtief.com I started studying Multimedia and Communication at the University of Applied Sciences Ansbach http://www.hs-ansbach.de/en.html with the beginning of october 2010. For that I set sail to Nuremberg together with my boyfriend who became my husband on September 7th this year.
Video-stuff from my studies can be seen here (german video-description only): http://vimeo.com/ehringste
As you all should have noticed from my last journal entry I didn't feel quite well during the last month for several reasons (as listed in that previous entry). But as we all know things change either for the good or the bad. Speaking for myself I have to admit: Things have have changed for the good.
-I've become more brisk and open (especially when it comes to feelings and thoughts) caused by the split up with my boyfriend
-I was granted another chance from my ex-boyfriend who finally realized that feelings (love) cannot be denied
-A big firm accepted my application as a mediadesigner and I will start my education on august 1st
Let's sum
Let's do it the notebook way:
> Turned 21 on March 5th :
> Still trying to apply as a mediadesigner at different agencies/firms
> Fearing March 23rd for being invited to an interview in front of a possible employer
> Only 1 1/2 months left till my community service-duties end (de facto 2 1/2 months on the paper)
> Suffering from a damn bad cold
> Suffering from some partnership-based problems
~Ran
March 17th 2007, 23:10
Dein Lieblingsbuch ist Märchenmond, oder? Ich habe versucht, ein Bild von Rangarig hier zu finden, aber gefunden hab ich nur viele Bilder von dir. Auch nett, aber wenig hilfreich.